Meet Hal

Name: Hal Skloff

When did you start volunteering? About 3 years ago. My wife, Esse, also started volunteering at the same time. She does a lot of the paper work for the Food Services Department.

How often do you volunteer? At least once a week. Once in a while I come in twice a week.

What are your volunteer responsibilities? I am a retired pharmacist. I am able to use those skills that I had in my career to be of service here in the clinic. I sort and catalog the donated medications that the clinic receives.

What led you to volunteer at WSRM? I wanted to help people. I also wanted to work in a “worth-while” organization. Working at the Water Street Rescue Mission Clinic gave me that opportunity.

Have you ever volunteered before (at other places)? Yes! I actually still volunteer at the Health Campus. I work in the humor library there. I wear a crazy hat and take a cart of books around to people’s rooms, hoping to get them to laugh and to get their minds off their troubles. It is also a very rewarding experience.

What has been your favorite experience volunteering at WSRM? Why do you keep coming back? I like the people that I work with—we have a lot of fun together. I also enjoy being able to continue to use my pharmacist skills. And it is very rewarding to see people being helped—and being a part of it.

What have you learned? Since I’ve been here I’ve learned that there is a very real need for the Mission and for the clinic. I’ve also learned just how much volunteers are needed!

What would you say to others who may want to volunteer? If you are looking for a very fulfilling experience, this is a great place to be! I would encourage anyone and everyone to come try it out!

I remember Rampy

Recently I read an article in the Sunday News about Marta Estrata and her book "To the Mafia With Love". She is a native of South America who was touched by the power of God. Now, as the Director of the Lancaster branch of New Life for Girls, she helps young women break free from the bondage of sin through the power of Jesus Christ. She is often seen in the halls of Water Street Rescue Mission.

That stirred my memory banks to when I was a teenager, living in Philadelphia. Our church would go down to a center city mission once a month and provide special music and a message for an evening service. Even though I did not see any obvious fruit at that time, I was very aware that miracles do happen.

Through my church, I was acquainted with a man named Bob Rampy. I learned that he was saved in a mission and his life was so transformed that he eventually became the head of the Water Street Rescue Mission here in Lancaster. God ultimately called him to the mission field, with his wife Marcella, in South America.

Could there be any correlation between Bob and Marta's stories? I don't know, but I do know that God is still in the business of changing lives!!!

-Arlene Snyder, volunteer RN in the Medical Clinic

The dehydrated heart

Our bodies, according to some estimates, consist of 80% fluid. We’re supposed to drink, what, 8 glasses of water of day? How many of us do that? I know I don’t. When we stop drinking liquids, wholesome liquids, but especially water, our bodies become parched. Skin becomes clammy, vital organs shrink.

Does not our soul need spiritual water too? Just as our body can become parched, so our soul can lack nourishment too. Deprive our soul of spiritual water and it will tell us. Dehydrated hearts send desperate messages – waves of worry, short tempers, moodiness, thoughts of insecurity, sleeplessness and other maladies of the mind, body and soul. These are warning signs. Symptoms of a dryness deep within – proof that something within us is starting to shrivel.

Where do we go to find water for our soul? Jesus tells us “If anyone thirsts, let him come to ME and drink. He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water” (John 7:37-38NKJV)

Like water, Jesus goes where we can’t.

- Thoughts from Max Lucado’s book, “Come Thirsty” as paraphrased by Pam Nelson, Development Department

Remembering John Porter

In almost seven years working at the Mission with men from different kinds of backgrounds and experiences, I have had the privilege of ministering to many unique individuals. But invariably, every time the Lord reminds me of why I am in this ministry, He does so by reminding me of John.

John Porter was the very first client I ever had. I only had the privilege of knowing John for three days. You see, John was very sick and dying of AIDS. He was a very young man, only 30 years of age, and yet his prospects for the future were very bleak.

My first conversation with John revealed a man who was very much afraid of death. John shared that fear with me many times in his short stay.

On the second day that John was at the Mission, I had the opportunity to share the love of Christ with him. Through the Gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ, John found forgiveness and hope in Christ. I will never forget what John said to me the last day before he left the Mission, as we sat in my pickup truck. He said to me, with tears of joy in his eyes, that for the first time in his life, he was not afraid to die.

So, you see, the Lord often reminds me of John when I need to be reminded of why he has called me to the Mission. Thank you, John. I will never forget you, and I look forward to seeing you in glory.

-Dan Scheuerlein, Men's Ministry

Come as a child, pt 1.

On Thursday our Men’s Director, Aaron and the chaplain’s board participated in a question and answer time with the residential men. It was truly a ‘red-letter’ day in the life of our mission. As Donna our long time residential ministries’ secretary said, “this was probably the most exciting thing I’ve ever witnessed here.”

And what was so thrilling about a Q&A time with the chaps? Well, the men were encouraged to ask the chaps anything! And they did! The questions were pointed and specific. For example, the first question for all to answer was this: “What is your biggest weakness in your role at the mission and what is your most troublesome personal sin?”

Imagine the paradox in this meeting! Historically, we have always related to the men from a position of superiority, from expert (chaplain) to novice (resident) so this ‘open-ended’ Q&A time was threatening as it encouraged vulnerability in front of ‘messed up’ residents. We expect the residents to be open and exposed and ‘weakness-revealing’ yet we work hard to not show any of our faults to them! And we believe they must be forthcoming because their private issues are what brought them to our doors! And yet if we don’t acknowledge our weaknesses how can we expect to connect to the residents? And if we don’t connect with them how can we effectively share the gospel? So this meeting was truly profound in what it revealed – that we can – and must - minister from a position of ‘not-having-it-all-together.’

Ministry from weakness is messy and demands that we come alongside a resident and come out from ‘behind our desks and titles!’ Ministry from weakness demands that we relate to the residents as peers. Ministry from weakness means that we are sure of our calling, our frailty, and our goal to effectively share the gospel. And ministry from weakness reveals Jesus as we ‘get out of the way’ so He can do His work through us! It was a ‘red-letter’ day indeed! Press on Aaron.

-Steve Brubaker, Men's Ministry

Thank you United Way and DofC volunteers!

If you would have happened to drive by the Mission on Saturday September 9th, you would have seen that we were completely overrun with green shirts. On that Saturday we participated with Lancaster United Way for the Lancaster Day of Caring. About 80 volunteers came to Water Street Rescue Mission, wearing their green shirts, ready to work.

We had volunteers from Pfizer, Harrisburg Area Community College, PPL, The Heart Group, Millersville University and Apostles United Church of Christ. These volunteers worked from 8:30am – 12noon doing various projects around the Mission. The Chapel, the Dental Clinic, the Medical Clinic and the Men’s Emergency Shelter all got a good cleaning! At the Lancaster Teen Haven Youth Center volunteers did some grounds maintenance and caught a snake! There was a group who sorted donations in our Redistribution Department. And there was also a group of volunteers who cleaned up trash on the grounds of the Mission.

We are so blessed to be a part of such a caring community. Thank you United Way for organizing this day! And a big thank you to all the volunteers who gave up their Saturday morning to serve at the Mission! We truly were blessed by your efforts!

-Carissa Martin, Volunteer Coordinator

Sharing in the gospel

A Bible I use is The Net Bible (New English Translation). Reading Philippians today I was reminded of two things. Philippians 1:5 says, “because of your participation in the gospel from the first day until now.” Verse seven puts it a different way, “all of you became partners in God’s grace together with me.” Later, 27 says, “conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ.”

To contribute financially to a minister is sharing in the gospel. Another way to say sharing in the gospel is partnering with the minister in God’s grace. In other words, those who financially contribute to ministers financially join with them as if they were on the field with them. A person can share in ministry without being a minister; he shares in the gospel by contributing to those preaching it.

Paul rejoiced in prison because, “my situation has actually turned out to advance the gospel”. Paul was so motivated by the gospel that hardship which advanced the gospel was favorable. That is such a contrast to those who resist hardship. Imagine determining life or death on the basis of presenting the gospel.

Reading Philippians today I was reminded why we are here at Water Street Rescue Mission: to share the gospel. It can be easy to be distracted by other issues and focuses. An almost shocking thought is found in the context of sharing in the gospel financially—“the one who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus” (v. 6). Giving the gospel is not a work performed by man; God enables us to give the gospel. When we do good, it is God Who works in us this good work which we do. We are not just helping God out by helping ministers, but God is helping us to help others to share about His Son.

Two ideas I take from this is the purpose in ministry which should allow me to endure with joy is the gospel, and the one who performs good works is not just I, but God using me.

-Michael Haines, Men's Ministry

Dependence or defiance?

Some time ago our ministry was discussing how dependence on God is manifested in our lives. The most common way we evaluate our dependence on God is by assessing our prayer life. However, if that is the only benchmark it can result in a shallow spiritualization of our relationship with God. Another benchmark of our dependence on God can be how we view daily activities.

Each activity that is a normal part of daily life is an opportunity for one to stand in defiance or kneel before God. It is not the activity itself which contains great value, but the posture of the inner man. In all activities, the inner man maintains a posture of humility or pride. Small insignificant activities can take on new meaning when we realize that they contain loud shouts of worship (or rebellion) toward God. It is in these small things that the true posture of one's heart is nurtured.

-Jere Shertzer, President, WSRM

They need our hearts to love them ...

“Many people mistake our work for our vocation. Our vocation is the love of Jesus” –Mother Teresa

We serve the seemingly hopeless; those who feel the weight of being “unwanted, unloved, uncared for, and forgotten”; a state which one of my heroes calls “…a much greater hunger, a much greater poverty than the person who has nothing to eat”. By days end, we are often spent; our perspective all but gone. Our beds, which promise respite, are often a place of tossing & turning & tears. But then, the One who loves our hearts comes to us. The next thing we know, we are recharged and rising to face a new day…

Each new day promises its assortment of joy and sorrow. Today began with a co-worker (Glen) coming in to share his Joy over one of his “guys” (Dennis) who invited our precious Jesus to create a new heart in him. After Glen left, I cried, remembering the many days of watching this friend love his guys without even a hint of heart-softening. Soon, Dennis came to class beaming, desiring to tell all of us of his newly found Love.

Our morning session was led by our new Lydia Center Learning Center Coordinator (Carrie) and Volunteer Tutor (Bruce), while my Ministry Partner (Sue) and I entered into a new experience of individualized Student progress assessments. Today’s assessments focused on two of our current Students (Lane & Richard), who are nearing program completion and will soon begin their Transition back into society. It was a beneficial time of discussing their progress, strengths, weaknesses, and plans for the future. The lunch hour was filled with quality Client (Orrin, Harry, and Jonathan) interactions and in a time of prayer for our Executive Secretary (Lisa) and for a member of our Community (Loren). During our afternoon session, Sue and Carrie worked with several of our Women’s Ministry Clients (Cynthia, Heather, and Wendy), while I interviewed with a local workforce agency representative (Helen), as part of a focused effort to expand our Career component.

My work day ended with a short meeting with my newest personal Client (Dennis) and with a one-on-one session with another personal Client (Doug). Again tonight I’m leaving tired, though with a happy heart…


Norm Lowry
Learning Center Coordinator

Above and Beyond

One of the unique marks of Teen Haven is our leadership development with youth. Each summer and throughout the year, dozens of older teens who have been discipled through our ministry serve as jr. counselors and cabin supervisors at camp. Although we have adult supervisors engaged with the kids, the teens themselves are the primary leaders and usually the ones who engage in the most meaningful ministry with the kids at camp.

This summer, we saw a number of our young leaders begin to take steps above and beyond the call of duty as camp leaders. John Schleh, our Philadelphia field director began leading a Monday night bible study for kids in the neighborhood around our Broad Street center. As the numbers grew and the teen leaders found out about it, they began to ask John if they could come on the weeks they weren’t serving at camp to help out at the Bible study.

Soon enough, John was no longer leading the bible study, but rather facilitating the evening and then splitting up the kids into groups to be led by their slightly older peers. To see young men and ladies, not only hungry to learn, but hungry to teach God’s word to others is a wonderful thing.

-Teen Haven

I Blew It Today

For the first time, my daughters are riding the same bus to school. This morning I playfully threatened to wave to them as they stood waiting for the bus. Imagine what they envisioned – Dad, with early morning hair and bedclothes, waving goodbye to them in front of their classmates! So instead of allowing this possibility their anxiety caused them to sneak out of the house while I was getting dressed without saying goodbye to me! And though I caused their nervousness – I was hurt when they didn’t say ‘goodbye!’


As I got into my car I could see them standing at the corner – and I decided to get back at them by ignoring them as I drove by! Sure enough, they waved to me as I passed them! And I looked at them – my two beautiful daughters – and didn’t return their wave! Amazing isn’t it? And I felt like a schmuck for the rest of the ride to work and throughout the day. How could I, an old guy, a supposed grown man, a father at least by definition … so easily let my hurt feelings keep me from acting in love and even nicely to these two special kids? And for the rest of the day as I interacted with the homeless men and women here I was reminded of how, I too, am driven by my feelings and often follow my impulses just like someone who struggles with addiction!

And yet amazingly, God wants me (and us) to be available for His use! It kind of reminds me of how Jesus responded to Peter when He appeared to him following the resurrection. Peter had three times denied knowing Jesus and was now asked whether He absolutely loved Jesus – and Peter answered something to the effect, ‘Yeah, you know I really like you, Lord!’ And yet after each of Peter’s halfhearted responses Jesus gives Peter an assignment – ‘Feed my sheep and tend my lambs!’ This is truly astonishing – how Jesus would choose to continue relating to and using those of us who have failed Him. There is hope for us who are so driven by our feelings. Now pardon me, I must be going. I have to go apologize to two young women!

Steve Brubaker - Residential Ministries Director

Relief or Oppression?

Two portions of Scripture that the Lord has been using recently to deal with me in the issue of service are these:
Ezekiel 18: 5-9 and Psalm 145: 8-13. In one God tells Ezekiel the characteristics He considers important in a righteous man and in the other God gives us the basis, or the foundation for where those characteristics come from and what the result of a righteous life will be.

Neither one have anything to do with my comfort.
Neither one has anything to do with my desire to take the path of least resistance.
Neither one has anything to do with my giftedness, my talents, my cleverness, or my acclaim.

Nope, they have to do with God’s goodness - and how do I respond to that.
God’s loving-kindness – and how do I live it out.
God’s mercies and works – and how does my life exhibit my worship of Him because of those character traits.

"To make known to the sons of men Your mighty acts – And the glory of the majesty of your kingdom…".

Giving bread to the hungry and covering the naked with clothes allows us to fight against physical and spiritual oppression and presents the opportunity to shout from the mountaintops the wonders of God’s glorious works in our own lives.

I believe that Spiritual poverty is the worst kind of poverty that anyone can experience because it affects their eternal destiny, however, some will never know the depths of their need because of hunger pains that won’t subside, or a lack of hope because they feel trapped by their circumstances or position in society.

The only thing worse is when I as a believer put so many restrictions on my service to those in need that I become the oppressor.

Lord, grant me wisdom each day to serve you with mercy, grace, love, gentleness, patience, and joy – that I might make known through my life the glory of the majesty of your kingdom. Amen.

Rick Rutter - Outreach Ministries

The power of reflection

Recently the Lord has been holding mirrors up to me from all directions. He shows me how I relate to those around me. It’s all about me, and I hate that. Even this article is about me; I can’t seem to escape, for very long periods of time, the ugliness that oozes from my flesh.

The few minutes of escape I do get are when I stop and reflect on the forgiveness I received through the Cross of Jesus Christ, the forgiveness forged by innocent blood and offered freely without regard to the severity of what I have done. As I reflect on that it makes me grateful; it fills me up and I can overflow onto others because I truly have been forgiven much.

The truth of it is, I am aware of more sins committed by me than any other person I know. When I reflect on that I am humbled in the presence of whomever I am with. But, again, it is all too rare that those reflections happen. Why is that?

Reflecting on the Cross is like medicine for my sick soul; it makes me better. Yet somehow, for some reason I don’t always take the medicine. I don’t have a good reason why.

…And there I am, forgiven again.

- Aaron Eggers, Men’s Ministries

Eagles fan in Steeler country

Admission: I am a huge Eagles fan, I still occassionally root for the Bears since I spent my earliest years outside of Chicago idolizing Walter "Sweetness" Payton, but this year you may actually catch me cheering for the Steelers once in a while. I am not just jumping on the Super Bowl Champ bandwagon (really), it has more to do with the way they served as valuable object lessons for some of our teen leaders from Lancaster Teen Haven.

In mid-August, we took 7 teen boys on a road trip to visit Steelers training camp. The trip was both a reward for their service as leaders this summer, and a training camp and launching point for their future roles as leaders at Lancaster Teen Haven and at Teen Haven Camp. Too much happened during our whirlwind tour out to Western PA to share all the details, but we sense that this crew of 7 young men are ready to have as successful a year this year as the Steelers did last year.

One of the many lessons we took away from the training camp was how the Steelers are clearly not content to rest on their laurels (in the Laurel Highlands). Although the temperature was hot enough that those of us who were watching from the hillside needed to be deliberate in staying hydrated, the players ran from drill to drill and never let up. Many of the players stayed on the field after practice for extra reps in blocking, route running or just conditioning. Troy Polamalu, their star defensive back, was the last player to leave the field - after running an exhausting series of windsprints, and taking time to pray and thank God for his ability and opportunities.

Just as the training to stay at the top of the NFL never lets up, so our training in following Christ never ends (God will continue the good work that he has begun until the day of perfection).

-Jack Crowley, Teen Haven

Beggars in need of "bread"

I realized the other day as I was speaking to a group from a local church that many truly do not understand what we do here at Water Street or understand who lives here.

As I am describing to them that we have clients here at the Mission who are college educated, to the illiterate (and everything in between), and that many know Jesus (or know of) and what they really need to grasp is that they are lovable, they were taking notes! This church wants to come and do chapel but truly doesn’t understand the need.

I don’t think they are that unusual. How many other churches or believers come to “help the homeless” at Water Street and have no clue what the needs are? We got into a discussion then that “we” are “they” and “they” are “us”. A couple of people in the group started to share from their life experiences how it could have been them that made choices that led to homelessness & hopelessness. I shared stories of abuse related by residents that makes me wonder how they even survived. Mental illness and substance abuse becomes an escape with many associated lies being told to them by family, friends, the world and Satan. After being told you are no good and worthless enough times you will begin to believe it. And yes, they have taken a path that alienates them from all support. They may have lied, stolen and abused others, just as they were lied to, stolen from, and abused. Satan loves this cycle of the lost that goes from generation to generation. Keeping them blind, hopeless and constantly hungry, this leads them to feed from what the world offers.

This discussion then led to some creative ideas from this church on how they can share their lives, not preach to others that they need Jesus, but come and listen & share what God has done for them. How they have been rescued, that we all need to be rescued by God. I couldn’t emphasize enough to them that they need to share what God puts on their hearts about their life with Him. He knows each person in that chapel and can (and wants to) meet their need in His perfect way. Whoever is sharing with the residents at Water Street, whether staff, volunteers, or churches, we must ask God to work through us for His glory. Only He can transform hearts and lives, remember how He transformed you? The residents are not any different than any member at any local church. We are all beggars in need of bread. We just happen to know the “Bread of Life” and should share!

-Gale Thomason, Water Street Clinics

God provides

As our women come into WSRM and allow the Lord to change their lives, they very often impact others outside the Mission. The following is a recent testimony from a resident who is working in the community at a secular job.

“I get to work about an hour early every day (due to bus schedules), so during this time I do my devotions. A fellow worker would come into the breakroom and after awhile we started to share about what God was doing in our lives. I shared that I was beginning to look for my own place, and that I may have found one, and what I would have to spend to get it.

One morning this coworker came up to my register and handed me a card. I was going to open it later, but she asked me to open it right away. I did, and in this card was a LOVE GIFT of $375 to help me pay my security deposit.

And in the meantime all the people that I work with are helping me with furniture, a TV, an air conditioner, and cleaning supplies. God has surely placed some really special people in my life. And I give all PRAISE to Him.”

-Elaine Hostetter, Women's Ministry

Helping each other

Today I had a couple of counseling sessions. In counseling I have often heard things that have helped me.

In addition, I also met with clients who wanted to see me, “off the clock”. These times have an even greater enjoyment, for it is what doesn’t have to be done. I heard about the blessing of going the second mile, and these illustrate the benefit of it.

Showed my class a video on yielding rights and God pointed to an issue. In my last contribution to the blog, I wrote about being proud of being humble. A further area was revealed today.

At the end of the day a former client surprised me with a visit. Seeing him was very good. He even helped me locate a place I had longed to see, but did not find until today: the library. Continued relationships with graduated clients are a benefit of Water Street Rescue Mission. I have seen it with the chaplains and their former clients and experienced it anew today.

Each of these events has something in common. In helping others, I am helped.

-Michael Haines, Men’s Ministry

Leap of faith

“Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding” Proverbs 3:5 NIV

During one of our recent summer endeavors, my co-worker and I were treated to a biblical object lesson (of sorts) from a youth who attends our day camp program. Although this young man had no idea that he was teaching us a valuable lesson, his action resembled the Hebrew picture imagery, which Jesus used to teach his disciples and captivate so many others.

The setting couldn’t have been more picturesque; beautiful Mount Gretna on a pristine August afternoon. Although Travonne was hesitant to make this trip with his peers, he was willing after an encouragement (and hug) from Mr. Jose. It wasn’t that this young gentleman didn’t enjoy our various special outings, but most likely was imprisoned by some of his own fears. Tra’s hesisitancy to join us this particular day was due to last year’s trip, when he wasn’t able to swim out 100 yards to the high-dive tower to hang with his friends, who were jumping ( and making their counselors nervous every time!) into the cold water below.

As we began the day practicing swimming techniques in the shallow end of the lake, I couldn’t help but notice that Travonne would often glance out to the high-dive tower. His yearning to be alongside the other boys seemed to stir up a tension within him, which wouldn’t rest. As his skills increased, so did his desire to make the “big jump.”

A half-hour prior to departure time from the lake, Tra (with tears in his eyes) confessed that he was ready to slay this “giant” in his life. Along with an escort of six experienced swimmers, we made our way out to the tower successfully. The moment of truth had arrived. The fear that tried to paralyze this young man as he climbed the ladder was eclipsed by the increasing sound of spectators chanting “Tra! Tra! Tra!” The moment of truth was here. After a 10-minute “apprehension” session at the top, Travonne nervously leaped into the water (safely), and was congratulated by those who acted as his “safety net.” As they say in those credit card advertisements, “Priceless!”

So, what was it that we actually learned from this? For one, in our Christian walk, we can be assured that the Lord will stretch us in calling us to do things which stretch us and flat out, scare us. He also wants us to trust Him first, but also to welcome the encouragement of those fellow believers, who have gone through similar experiences. At times the victory may come at the “reckless abandonment” of closing our eyes and jumping into the trustful hands of our Heavenly Father!

- Michael Kerrigone, Lancaster Teen Haven

Happily ever after

Today my husband and celebrate 35 years of marriage. In some ways August 21, 1971 seems like a lifetime ago. I wish I could tell you this couple lived “happily ever after” since then, but I can’t. Life isn’t a fairy tale. Reality creeps in and the fairy tale quality of dating disappears. Suddenly disappointments and unmet expectations make “Mr. (or Mrs.). Right” seems all “Wrong.”

I think back to the starry-eyed bride and groom on our wedding day. We thought we had it all. Our marriage would be different from all the others. Oh, yes, we had heard that the bloom of first love fades as time wears on, but surely it wouldn’t happen to us. We were different. We were committed to making our marriage the best in the world. People would look at us and wonder how we do it. Idealistic? Absolutely! Different from any other couples on their wedding day? Probably not!

Just like every other couple the reality of every day living set in and I dare say that the next years of our marriage were not unlike those of many other couples. There were days, and weeks, and yes even a few years when we learned you really can’t just live on love. Love doesn’t pay the electric bill or put food on the table; it takes cold, hard cash. Love doesn’t mean “never having to say you’re sorry,” a phrase taken from the movie Love Story. In sickness and in health really does mean cleaning up the mess when the spouse and kids are all sick at the same time. And really any married couple will probably admit that things often do get worse before they get better.

But then I remember the joys. The thrill of holding our first born, a daughter, and later her brother. The celebration of milestones in their lives, which marked milestones in our lives as well. Observing first hand in their adult lives that they have embraced many of the values we taught and will pass them on to the next generation. Looking back to lives we have touched through foster parenting, home groups, mentoring, counseling, and teaching and feel a sense of satisfaction that we were able to pass on our heritage of faith. And I thank God for thirty-five years of relationships that have developed with people in our church, our neighborhoods, and our workplaces.

Most of all, I look back and know it was the hand of God that kept us going when things got tough. And as time will do, the struggles and heartaches are dimmed and the joys and celebrations of thirty-five years are enhanced. And I know that life is good. Thirty-five years doesn’t seem like a lifetime ago. It’s a joy and a privilege to walk hand in hand through life with my husband. I look forward to spending many more years with him – maybe another 35 so that we too can celebrate our 70th anniversary together just like his grandparents did!

Come to think of it – the bride and groom really are living “happily every after!” It all depends on your definition of happiness!

-Lorraine Brandt, Wonder Club School

Sorry for the inconsistency

I've been out of the office a bit lately (Willow Creek Leadership Summit, RV trip with some Teen Haven guys to Steeler's Camp, and tomorrow for a short vacation), and I neglected to get someone else to take over my blog editing duties. Next week, we should get back on track with a consistent posting pattern (hopefully a new one each day).

In the meantime, check out the two we just posted below, and practice extending grace and forgiveness to your humble blog editor...

Thanks.

-Jack

A mess?!? Who, Me???

Mark McMinn, in his book, “Why Sin Matters: The Surprising Relationship Between Our Sin and God’s Grace” reminds us of that: “Part of our mess is not knowing we are a mess….It’s been observed in surveys that the average person believes he (or she) is better than the average person.”

As we talk with, work with, pray with men and women who have run out of everything and need our help, it is all too easy to fall into the trap McMinn mentions – seeing ourselves as super-saints bending low to help a one less fortunate. When we think we have the answers to someone else’s problems and just can’t understand why they don’t want to take our advice, it is vital to avoid adopting an “us against them” mentality - an attitude of superiority like the Pharisee in the temple (Luke 18:11).

When my children were growing up, I’d occasionally hear one of them say, “You always take his (or her) side because you just like him (or her) best.” I knew they could not understand until they had children of their own how a mother can love each of her children with her whole heart and still have plenty of love left over. How much greater than this is the Father’s love for us – all of us – love beyond all measure. God knows all our faults and still considers us His treasure. When we trust Him with our failures, He uses them to move us forward toward maturity. Can we do less for those He has called us to love?

“I have a maker. He formed my heart.
Before even time began, my life was in His hands.
He knows my name;
He knows my every thought.
He sees each tear that falls and hears me when I call.”

“I have a Father. He calls me His own.
He’ll never leave me no matter where I go.
He knows my name;
He knows my every thought.
He sees each tear that falls and hears me when I call.”

-Vicki Bollman, Women’s Ministries

Gratefully doing God's will

On Friday I had the privilege to meet two ladies who were volunteering at the Lydia Center. Barbara Sargent and Anne Yocum, from Community of Grace Fellowship in Mansfield, PA, spent Thursday, Friday and Saturday at the Lydia Center.

How did you end up coming to the Lydia Center to volunteer? We first learned of the Lydia Center through two people who used to pastor our church. They moved to Lancaster and became staff at Water Street Rescue Mission. Last year they invited us down for a tour and to do some volunteer work. We wanted to come back again this year and do more! Our church also encourages us to be servants in the community. We have been blessed and we want to share that blessing!

What have you done in your time here so far? Painting! We have painted the trim around the windows, the front door and other odds and ends. We are also eating supper with the Lydia Center residents tonight and then having a game night.

What have you enjoyed the most? We have really enjoyed getting to know some of the ladies here. They are so open! They welcomed us and made us feel very much at home. We’ve also enjoyed the fellowship we’ve shared together, “gabbing” while we paint.

What will you remember from your time here? We were having a conversation with one of the residents and she said something that I (Barbara) think I will always remember. She said that she is here, learning to “gratefully do God’s will.” That has been so challenging to me—how often am I grateful that I can choose to do God’s will.

Thank you Anne and Barbara for the blessing of your time, your work and your fellowship! And thank you to each our volunteers who have shared your life, your resources, your time and yourself with us here at

-Carissa Martin, Volunteer Coordinator

Thank you

As I walk around our campus here on Prince Street I feel a sense of gratitude. Our new Men’s Dorm is both very needed and a special treat for our guys. It feels like home to our men.

The renovations being done to our old 260 building are equally wonderful. The expanded Medical-Dental clinic, the extra classrooms, the expanded Learning & Career Center, the new Family Shelter and the addition of Air Conditioning in our Women’s Emergency Shelter are all greatly appreciated gifts to the community of homeless men, women and children in Lancaster County.

I am thrilled to be part of this outstanding organization, staffed with men & women devoted to serving the Lord through excellent, sacrificial service to those in need.

I especially want to thank the generous donors who have responded to the Lord’s prompting and provided the funds and the trust required to do what we do.

And thank you Jesus for creating and sustaining this ministry.

-Aaron Eggers, Men’s Ministries

Crisis?

Monday morning on the way to the mission, I began to review the upcoming day. My thoughts went back to a ‘crisis’ I was having the prior Monday. I knew that something had bothered me a week ago but couldn’t remember what the crisis was! Isn’t that odd? Nothing could help me recall what worried me so much from the Monday prior! And it got me thinking: how often is the present very annoying and bothersome thing really the crisis I make it out to be?

When I’m in ‘crisis mode’ I take things that others do as personal affronts to my self-worth, my heart rate increases, I’m more anxious about pretty much everything and life looks bleak and hopeless. And I wonder why others aren’t seeing the same ‘crisis’ that I am!

I don’t totally understand the ‘psychology’ of why I perceive some things at times as a crisis but I have noticed this: often over time and with a bit of perspective my situation turns out not as dire as I am making it!

And I’m reminded that Jesus never seemed to operate in ‘crisis mode’ in spite of being surrounded by real human tragedy and others who wanted to convince Him of the crisis of their situation! And what was His ‘secret?’ Why didn’t He lurch from one crisis situation to the next trying to stay ahead of the pressing human need all around Him? I’m not totally sure but am reminded of His own words that speak of His desire to obey the Father and not be governed by the ‘press of the crowd.’

Therefore Jesus answered and was saying to them, "Truly, truly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of Himself, unless it is something He sees the Father doing; for whatever the Father does, these things the Son also does in like manner. "For the Father loves the Son, and shows Him all things that He Himself is doing; and the Father will show Him greater works than these, so that you will marvel.” (John 5:19-20)

-Steve Brubaker, Residential Ministries

He makes all things new

The clinic had a beautiful Hibiscus plant in the window that was blooming about every 3 days with a large orange flower. Millie & I loved looking at that flower and believed it was a sign from God of the wonderful work He is doing through the clinics to make people “bloom”. He has a plan for each of us, and it is good!

One day, Millie noticed that the plant’s leaves were turning yellow and it was infested with aphids. My heart sank and I prayed, “Dear Lord, I love this plant. Everyday as I looked upon it I got hope for the clinic and that those we touch will bloom and grow under your hand.” I looked at it for a couple of days with sorrow and finally, with Millie’s encouragement, took it home. She advised me to trim it back to short branches (it was about 2 feet tall) and then treat it with aphid spray.

I took it home and placed it on my deck, away from the other plants so as to not infect them, and looked at it for 3 days. I just couldn’t bear to cut its beautiful branches (although they weren’t as beautiful with the infection) for I remembered how beautiful it used to be, and was afraid it would die if I cut it back to far. Finally, I realized if I did nothing it was going to die also. I had to try. So I cut the branches off to about 6 inches & sprayed it twice with the aphid spray, gave it water with nutrients and prayed.

Wow, within days I noticed fresh green tender leaves sprouting from places that were barren and appeared dead! My heart had hope, and as I watched it grow healthier I became filled with joy. He was saving the plant from death, but I had to do my part by pruning and treating the disease.

It has now been a month and the Hibiscus plant is full and strong. As I sat and thanked God for this, He reminded me that this is what He is doing in the clinics. Clients come to us for their disease (illness, decay) and we have to cut out and treat the disease and give them medicine. He then works in them to heal. His healing is way beyond the physical. He has us start with the physical in the clinic as the immediate need, and then by offering His Word, prayer and His Spirit, He heals their body, mind and spirit. He makes all things new!

I am amazed at how God uses the everyday things in our lives to speak His truth & wisdom to us! Sometimes though we don’t want to go through the pain of pruning in our lives even though it is exactly what we need!

Ezekiel 36:26 - I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.
II Corinthians 5:17 - Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!

-Gale Thomason, Water Street Clinics

The passing of a frequent missionite (7-28-06)

(Tonight 8/3/06 - we will have a special memorial service in the chapel at 7pm for Rick)

Rick Ferguson (45) was one of a kind in many ways. He certainly fit the stereotype “homeless man” from the outside but on the inside he was nowhere close to a stereotype (guess God made sure of that).

Rick had a difficult home life and was put up for adoption at a young age. Thankfully he was adopted by a loving family. However in his teenage years he overheard his adoptive parents talking about his biological parents and discovered to his horror that his father killed his mother when Rick was very young and got away with it. It’s not hard to fathom why Rick would have had a life long rage and anger at his father and authority and why he had a hard time trusting people. When he was 25 and high on drugs he nearly killed himself in a motorcycle accident and has had seizures ever since.

The combination of drugs and alcohol, frequent seizures and secondary physical problems all contributed to a very shoddy work history which also contributed to his homelessness. His anger and trust issues led to his dismissal from many a shelter, hospital and church soup kitchens… which landed him on the streets… which led to vagrancy… and arrests… and fines to pay.

I was so hoping that Rick could let go of his anger and learn to trust me. There were times he did, but then he would revert to “his old man” – as he called it. In spite of his occasional departures from the mission, he continued to attend church at West End on a VERY regular basis and I think he felt very comfortable there – maybe even felt that he once again belonged to a family. Sure we put up with the smells, the occasional attitude and seizures but we also got blessed by his tender heart for the Lord, compassion for others and generosity. He was the first one ready to serve when there was work to be done at the church. In spite of Rick’s many and constant physical, emotional and financial problems – he also deeply cared for other hurting people. I must also mention that he loved to play guitar and was ALWAYS working on a song.

Rick was an extremely passionate man and it often came out in negative ways for much of his life. I’m glad we could also see the blessing side of that passion. Rick was a perfect example of a sinner saved by grace, BUT he was equally a reflection of God’s workmanship. Good bye Rick, I will miss you as a client and as a brother.

-Chuck Albrecht, Men’s Ministry

Amazing impact

As we’ve said so many times, we are so thankful for the volunteers who faithfully serve God by serving at Water Street Rescue Mission! But when I tell people that in 2005 we had over 6,000 volunteers who donated more than 25,000 hours of volunteer service, many are amazed! Our volunteers do so many things, from painting the kitchen to serving meals, from mentoring a client to driving him to an appointment, from treating an illness to providing dentures. Our volunteers are amazing people with many and varied God-given talents!

So far this year from January through June (July’s hours have not been calculated yet), over 3,000 volunteers have blessed Water Street Rescue Mission! Take a look at the chart below to see where these volunteers are being put to work!

Though we are blessed with so many wonderful volunteers, we still have need for more! If you want to find out more information about volunteering at Water Street Rescue Mission, please check out our website, www.wsrm.org, or contact me at volunteer@wsrm.org.

January - June 2006
--------------------------------Hours---------People
Administration-----------------335.25-----------35
Community Outreach----------523.00-----------84
Dental Clinic-------------------823.50----------166
Development-----------------1293.00----------176
Food Service------------------3034.25--------1306
Learning/Career Center--------155.00----------23
Lydia Center------------------2015.00---------241
Medical Clinic------------------1619.25---------254
Men's Ministry-----------------144.50-----------18
Redistribution-----------------1908.25---------618
Thrift Store----------------------12.00-----------2
Women's Ministry---------------156.25----------38
Wonder Club--------------------412.50----------62
Teen Haven-------------------3635.00---------190

Totals------------------------16066.75--------3213

Thanks

-Carissa Martin, Volunteer Coordinator

Where are the fathers?

I don’t have anything profound to say today (do I ever?). Maybe later, but right now, I am still just absorbing a hefty dose of reality.

I have been working with inner-city kids for over 13 years. In doing so, one can’t help but be aware of the realities of single-parent (and no-parent) households. There are some amazing single moms out there (and more than a couple great single dads). There are also some really messed up families with two parents in the home. Yes, it is a prevalent reality, but it would be naïve to say that it is ideal (or good, or even no big deal) for a child to be raised without the presence and care of two stable loving parents.

Last week Vinny (our camp director) and I were talking about fathers, and now, four days later, I am still struck by it. We had 51 boys attending our last boys’ week of camp. Out of those 51 boys: zero, not a single one, had a father living in their home. (out of the 26 girls at camp last week, only 3 had fathers in the home)

Zero...out of 51 boys...
…only 3...out of 77 kids.

Where are the fathers?

-Jack Crowley, Teen Haven

Back at camp

I spent the morning down at camp again yesterday and I was privileged to spend a little time with the young ladies who are serving as cabin supervisors and junior counselors.

One of the things I love about Teen Haven is the fact that we get the kids involved in leadership at a young age, and we give them real responsibilities. Out of the 8 leaders serving at camp this week, 7 of them are products of the Teen Haven program in Philly, and 6 of them are still in high school.

This has not been an easy week of camp for the girls (although they insist it hasn’t been any harder than the previous ones). The heat and humidity combined with negative attitudes from some influential campers have caused the counselors to lean on each other and God, a lot. As they shared about how God is teaching them to be patient and to love in the midst of being “spit at” and cursed, I couldn’t help but smile.

I tried to provide some encouragement and perspective to help them through the last couple of days. Hopefully, my chat helped them a little (probably not), but a couple of testimonies they shared, provided me all the encouragement I needed to know they’ll be alright.

Two first time junior counselors shared about their experiences:

One had been hit in the eye with a pillow Wednesday night as she came out of the bathroom to get ready for bed. The immediate surge of anger and urge for retribution were there, but she held back, took a deep breath and allowed the Cabin Supervisor to diffuse the pillow fight, confiscate the offending pillow, and get the girls settled for bed. The anger is gone, and forgiveness demonstrated to a young girl who has not received much of that in her short life.

The other first time JC was still bubbling with excitement as she shared about leading a camper to Christ for the first time. The joy in her face as she shared how blessed she felt to be used by God to have an eternal impact on someone else’s life reminded me what Teen Haven (and Water Street) is all about.

-Jack Crowley, Teen Haven

The power of forgiveness

Broken relationships, friends lost, families torn apart….

How many of us have experienced these things, either in our own families and lives or in the lives of others? It’s tempting to blame it on the other party involved and fall into the trap of being a victim. But this is not what God has commanded of us. In fact, he has commanded us to forgive.

The Lord’s Prayer says that we should pray that God will “Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us.” In Mark 11:25, we are told that if we are praying and remember that we have something against someone, we are to forgive them so that God can forgive us.

I know some of you may be saying, “Well, the person that wrote this has never suffered the hurts and wrongs that I’ve suffered.” First of all, you’re dead wrong. I have suffered an enormous betrayal in my life. And I can stand here today and say that I have forgiven the person and only wish for God to bring them to salvation. In fact, I pray daily for that very thing.

The amazing thing is that in forgiving I have come to have an incredible love for that person. Second of all, Jesus suffered the largest betrayal perpetrated on a person in human history. The smallest of our sins put him on the cross, yet he forgives us and loves us. So, if your prayers seem ineffective, or you just don’t have any joy, ask God to show you if you have an unforgiving spirit. Then, in an act of the will and obedience to the Lord, forgive that person. Remember, the priests of Israel had to step into the Jordan River before the Lord parted the waters. (Joshua 3:13) STEP INTO YOUR JORDAN today. It could be life-changing.

-Deb Heffner, Development Department

Reminder of His work

I was cleaning off a part of my desk today (it's too big of a mess to tackle all at once) and I reread a letter that I received a short while ago. A great reminder to me of the impact this ministry has had on so many lives through the years:

Dear Mr. Crowley,

I received your letter responding to my United Way donation. I just wanted to tell you what you did for me.

I was a single parent, living from paycheck to paycheck. Through you, I was able to send my son to camp. He came back singing, "If I was a butterfly..." and talking about devotion. Bottom line, he and his cousins remember their days at Teen Haven. Two generations of our family came to Teen Haven. Today, they are fine young men - church going men with families. Teen Haven helped us keep these boys off the streets. Two are policemen, one works in electronics, and my son is a lawyer. Thank you, Thank you.

Praise God for the lives He has touched through Teen Haven, and for the work He continues to do today.

-Jack Crowley, Teen Haven

Proud of my humility?

D.A. Carson’s comment from christianityonline.com (“Is Tithing Biblical?”) struck me—if we give God extra and are inebriated with our generosity, we have pride.

What a thought, to do God’s work and be prideful about something that, in and of itself, is not prideful. This is religious pride. Carson’s statement described me. This followed my hearing Biblical Concepts Counseling’s John Regier speak of hidden versus overt pride.

I had believed pride was wrong—but this subtle pride was something I was just now seeing… but I needed to grasp what I was touching on the edges. Grabbing a legal pad, I began writing to get my thoughts on paper (my professor, Dr. Elmer Towns said we do not own a thought until we write it down). I recalled a similar experience a famous pastor had.

Dr. Harry Ironside was once convicted about his lack of humility. A friend recommended as a remedy, that he march through the streets of Chicago wearing a sandwich board, shouting the scripture verses on the board for all to hear. Dr. Ironside agreed to this venture and when he returned to his study and removed the board, he said "I'll bet there's not another man in town who would do that." (Donald Campbell, Daniel, Decoder of Dreams, p. 22.)

Seeing the problem, I spoke to a retired pastor about this matter and he gave me the illustration of a person who got a ribbon for humility--and wore it. Pride to make yourself look good to others is one thing, but religious pride can take a different form. I realize now it is possible to be prideful about any virtue, including love (1 Cor. 13:3 even says we can sacrifice without love). A person can have mercy, kindness, gentleness and patience, and be proud about possessing them. What a thought.

Two aspects of the solution I found were 1- facing the issue, with honesty (vital) and being grateful for what God has done, and 2- doing for God out of that gratitude, rather than being pleased with what we do for God.

-Michael Haines, Men’s Ministry

Freedom or "a new law"

John 8:36 - "So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed"

One of the hardest things to help inner city youth (or our men and women clients) grasp as we try to disciple them is that following Christ is not about obeying a set of rules. The obedience and life that God calls us to go way beyond following some set of prescribed dos and don'ts. Walking in grace and fellowship with the Father does not always mean that there is an easy right or wrong answer to every question and dilemma we face. Then again, this is one of the hardest things I have to learn as I try to follow Christ, too.

Sometimes I wish I had a handy notebook of rules and prescriptions for any and every situation (some of us are tempted to look at the bible in this way). The false impression we have is that it would be easier to have that rule book than it is to wrestle with the Spirit and the Word and pray that the Father will help me learn to live His way in this moment.

A friend gave me Derek Webb's new album a few weeks ago, and this song has been stuck in my head ever since. (www.derekwebb.com)

A New Law
(vs. 1)
don't teach me about politics and government - just tell me who to vote for
don't teach me about truth and beauty - just label my music
don't teach me how to live like a free man - just give me a new law
(pre-chorus)
i don't wanna know if the answers aren't easy
so just bring it down from the mountain to me
(chorus)
i want a new law
i want a new law
gimme that new law
(vs. 2)
don't teach me about moderation and liberty - i prefer a shot of grape juice
don't teach me about loving my enemies...
don't teach me how to listen to the Spirit - just give me a new law
(pre-chorus/chorus)
(bridge)
what's the use in trading a law you can never keep
for one you can that cannot get you anything
do not be afraid
do not be afraid
do not be afraid

-Jack Crowley, Teen Haven

His strength is perfect

Dealing with our strengths without pride and acknowledging our weaknesses without excuse is a struggle. Most of us can think of several areas of strength – talents and skills God has blessed us with and used for His glory. Admitting to our weaknesses is another matter.

Even though we may feel inadequate in some areas, it is precisely those areas we best defend so as not to look incompetent. Paul reminds us (2 Corinthians 12:9) that Christ’s power is made perfect in our weakness. As we struggle with this paradox and are tempted to think it’s all about our strength or talents, David Jeremiah reminds us:

-God used an uneducated fisherman to be the church’s first great leader. His name was Peter.
-God used a fix-it man sitting in jail to write Pilgrim’s Progress, one of the greatest classics in the English language. His name was John Bunyan.
-God used a shy, obscure monk to set off the greatest Christian reformation in history. His name was Martin Luther
-God used a Bible college dropout to preach the Gospel to more people than anyone in history. His name was Billy Graham.
-God used an ordinary shoe salesman to create revivals and new ministries all over the world. His name was Dwight L. Moody.

When we see absolutely ordinary individuals change the world for Jesus Christ, there is no doubt that true strength comes from an absolutely extraordinary God pouring Himself into the world through empty vessels, yes, even cracked pots.

-Vicki Bollman, Women’s Ministry

Introducing...

We have so many wonderful volunteers who serve faithfully here at Water Street Rescue Mission. But just saying that doesn’t quite have as much impact as actually “meeting” some of our volunteers. Dr. Christine Janouscheck, is one of our volunteer doctors. Read below and get to know a little bit about her!

When did you start volunteering at the Medical Clinic?
September, 2004

How often do you volunteer?
Every Monday from 9am – 12pm (She actually has a “following” according to Gale, our Director of Health Services – people that sign up for appointments only when they know Dr. Janouscheck will be there)

What do you do when you’re not volunteering?
Take care of my 3 boys! They are 8, 12 and 14.

What led you to volunteer at WSRM?
It just kinda “fell into place”. I was at a medical conference and the woman in front me turned around and introduced herself to me. That woman was Dr. Lenora Berning, who was volunteering at the clinic at that time. We got to talking and I ended up here!

Have you ever volunteered before (at other places)?
I have volunteered working as a doctor for migrant workers. That was an interesting experience—working from a trailer and going out into the fields to treat people.

What has been your favorite experience? Why do you keep coming back to WSRM?
It is definitely the spiritual aspect that makes me come back. Doctors aren’t trained to investigate the spiritual side of illnesses, and are often afraid to even go there. I know that God is the true healer, but working here has really allowed me to see it first hand. I have learned so much!

What have you learned?
I have learned so much from my patients. They actually ask me to pray with them, they are looking for the spiritual side of healing as well. They come to be healed physically, but they want more. I have learned to rely on the Holy Spirit in my medical work.

How has this experience shaped what you think you may do in the future, how you relate to others, how you relate to God?
This experience has definitely changed me! It has been such a humbling experience for me to work here. I have treated people who are such survivors – a woman who was born with Fetal Alcohol Syndrome, never met her mom, was thrown out onto the streets at the age of 12, got into drugs, but now she wants nothing more than to glorify God and serve Him by working with kids! I am humbled.

What would you say to others who may want to volunteer?
It’s a fulfilling and joyful experience! It also has given me opportunity to grow spiritually. I have truly lost my heart to my patients here. This place (WSRM) works like the “Kingdom of God” – staff and volunteers work together as a team, each using their gifts in holistic ministry. Each time I come I am amazed by seeing Christ at work!

The cost of grace

It is pretty clear to us who know the Lord that grace, though freely given, has cost the Giver dearly. At no cost to me, I am given His unmerited favor (grace). That means that in every instance God promises to favor me, to always act in my best interest. Further, whatever it costs Him to always act in my best interest He gladly pays. That’s what is so amazing about grace.

It is the initial realization of this unwarranted gift that drives us to our knees before our God. It is a fuller, growing appreciation of this grace that produces our growth and maturity in Christ.

I have come to see from my own experience of grace that grace is the thing the Lord uses to free us from our bondage to fear. His relentless commitment to always act in my best interest was what convinced me to trust Him and let go my devotion to self-protection.

Because grace is the stuff used to change people, we are committed to building grace into all our dealings with everyone whom the Lord brings us. That means that we commit to always acting in the best interest of those who come here for services. No exceptions.

This may mean that it is time to question some of our current practices.

WARNING: EXTENDING GRACE MAY BE HAZARDOUS TO YOUR HEALTH.
If you do it poorly it will cost you nothing.
If you do it well it will cost you some abuse.
If you do it perfectly it will cost you your life.

Aaron Eggers, Men’s Ministries

"Chain Reaction"

This morning I walked up to the Fulton Opera House to see a unique presentation. The Fulton’s Youtheatre program put on a play called “Chain Reaction.”

I went because I wanted to see and encourage a young teen from my church, Kyle Jones, as he performed on stage for the first time. But I also came away with a bit of an education. Each year the students involved in Youtheatre select the topic and theme of their production and work together to write the play and much of the music included in it. Typically the topic/theme is something related to their lives, an issue that they and their peers deal with on a daily basis. This year, the kids looked a bit outside of themselves.

The play is about slavery. Not the slavery of America’s past, but the slavery of today that exists throughout the world, including the USA. I have heard a bit about “human trafficking” and was aware that slavery is still a reality in the world today, but I was not aware of how widespread and how huge the issue really is. According to Free the Slaves, a national advocacy organization, there are currently more than 27 million slaves in the world today (more than at any other time in history). And although there are exactly zero countries where slavery is legal, it has been documented to exist in more than 100 nations world wide (including many western nations and the U.S.)

Interestingly, the play itself (and the research the teens did in preparing it) made it clear that though the issue of slavery seems a bit detached from the life of an American teen, we are all to some degree connected to the modern slave trade (primarily through our consumerism).

I was encouraged this morning by seeing a group of teens, many from our urban neighborhoods standing up and speaking out for those who are hurting and can’t speak out for themselves. (sounds like something Jesus would want us to do, huh?)

Nice job Kyle (and the rest of the Youtheatre crew), and don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone about the blonde wig and purple dress (whoops).

Check out http://www.freetheslaves.net/ for more info on this topic.

-Jack Crowley, Teen Haven

Summertime with Teen Haven

Every year as the weather gets warm, and Teen Haven’s ministry shifts toward summer camp, backpacking adventures, pool visits, and mission trips, I begin to reminisce about my own years of summer camp counseling with the kids here in Lancaster.

Some fond (sometimes funny) memories:
-Reassuring a counselor (all 6’3” 230 lbs of him) near tears because of a rattlesnake blocking our path on a backpacking trip
-Learning how to properly clean off the stench from a well-aimed stink bomb
“Banana Bombardment” (a form of dodgeball with over-ripe bananas), and WWF style wrestling in the creek while cleaning off the residue
-Swimming at Blue Marsh - and my first official opportunity to use my lifeguarding skills on a 14 year old boy who thought he was Mark Spitz
-Kids banging on the door hours before camp was supposed to start, begging to come in early to hang out with the staff – “But Jaaa-aack, I GOTSA TAWKA BEV” (translation – “Please excuse me Mr. Jack, but I really need to speak with my counselor Miss Beverly”)
-Pretending not to be hurt after diving over a couch while introducing a new night game – Mission Impossible
-Hours and hours of basketball (esp. knock-out and roughhouse), flag football, and home-run derby in the 90 degree heat

But the truly priceless memories are:
-The moments of intense conversation and prayers with teens as they came to understand who Jesus really is and who He says they can be
-The late nights in a tent when a kid would beg me to read just a little more from the bible before turning out the flashlight
-Praying with a kid to accept Jesus for the first time
-Praying with a kid about their home or family life
-Seeing a young man or woman take a stand for what is right even when all their friends are heading the other direction

There are many days when I wish I was in the pool, on the court, or under a tree teaching “devos” rather than here in my office. But I thank God that Mike, Jose, Lisette, Andy, Curt, John, Oddet, Vinny, Greg, Gina, James, Aaron, Ginny, Angelo and the others are out there today.

-Jack Crowley, Teen Haven

More thoughts on poverty

One of the ‘advantages’ of ministry at the Mission is this: every day there is opportunity to come alongside people who are poor. And though I am not formally trained in theology it does seem God is on the side of the poor in a way that is more intentional than I am or the vast majority of the evangelical church is! Above all, I have come to realize that I understand very little about poverty.

If God is on the side of the poor in a special way, I don't think this 'on the sideness' equates to glorification of them or their plight but rather a specific intention of our Lord to model humility. Pride is insidious. How easy it is for any of us to allow material things to inspire us, give us a sense of worth and importance, and craft our motivations and values. Jesus was locationally born in poverty, chose to 'move in' with us wretched folk via the incarnation, and walked alongside and comfortably moved around with the poor. His very life reminds us of the 'transitoriness' of life built on anything but that which lasts.

Most of my life is lived comfortably apart from those in poverty. In contrast with the life of Christ (What did Jesus do?) my life is most noticeable by little interaction with issues of or people in poverty. My thoughts are seldom consumed by concern for the hurting stranger by the side of the road. Candidly, I don't travel unsafe roads anymore so how can I expect to have issues of poverty force their way into my brain and heart?

-Steve Brubaker, Residential Ministries

Poverty and the great commission

And Jesus came up and spoke to them, saying, “All authority has been given Me in heaven and on earth. Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.

Poverty and the Great Commission- what do they have in common? I’m really not sure, however, it seems to me that in fulfilling the GC issues of poverty are going to come up. They have in my own heart and mind as I have wrestled with the comments of others and the Scriptural Mandate to love my brother (and sister).

When you get down to it, poverty is a spiritual issue. No, not in the bible-berating – “get‘em saved and their lives will be changed” sense.

I’m talking about the life transforming, heart-changing spiritual issue that allows me to take the covers off my head and experience life as those around me experience it. To see life as others experience it – not through my own privileged perspective - and to rejoice with those who rejoice and grieve with those who grieve on a daily basis.

Discipleship is living in community, in common, with one another. Allowing others to see and experience my life on a daily basis and experiencing their life – as equals, co-heirs to the throne (if they are believers), recognizing that God has equipped me to be a blessing and the church to be a blessing to the world around us – saved or unsaved – minus the Messiah complex.

As a result, whether addressing very real physical deficits, or issues related to existing social structures which perpetuate poverty, poverty becomes less about assigning blame and more about life with the blinders removed. Seeing each other and our shared experiences from multiple perspectives – then responding, in love, to issues of poverty as Christ would.

Making disciples is based in relationship – my relationship with God and my relationship with man. As I model love and humility borne from God’s love for me, hopefully I am allowing others to get a glimpse of something desirable.

I am not always sure how someone can desire what I have. Then again, (to paraphrase Max Lucado) it really is not about me in the first place.

-Rick Rutter, Outreach Ministries

Visiting camp

Today, I took a trip down to camp.

Although I don’t get there as often as I would like, when I do it is often one of the highlights of my week. Today was no exception.

This week is younger boys week (9-14 year olds), which means lots of energy and lots of noise. It can also mean lots of attitude (usually a thin layer covering up some very sensitive often hurting hearts).

I spent an hour this morning sitting in on devotions with our counselors and JCs, while the young campers were in chapel with Vinny, our camp director. These are young men between 15-22 years old who are being discipled in our city programs and serve at camp during the summer and weekends throughout the school year.

Today, I had the privilege of listening to Terrell share with his peers what he has been learning about having confidence in the Lord (rather than in the flesh). He also shared about learning to trust God more while studying Psalm 23 and observing how God is fulfilling the role of “shepherd” in his life.

These lessons and insights carry even more depth as I reflect on Terrell’s testimony, less than a year ago, he was coming to Teen Haven Camp for the first time with a major chip on his shoulder. He was a professing Muslim (heavily influenced by a former foster family) and was seemingly resistant to the gospel while at camp. But on the bus ride home, his counselor (another teen) listened to his story and helped him find his way back to a relationship with Christ (he had accepted Jesus years before – before joining his Muslim foster family). Now Terrell is growing in his faith, learning to walk with Jesus, and sharing the hope of Christ with other kids from the city.

Please keep him in your prayers.

-Jack Crowley, Teen Haven

Shirley and Doreen

I have been blessed with two wonderful volunteers who help me tremendously! When I started my job as Volunteer Coordinator in September, I had a lot of questions. Several different times I asked my boss about a specific volunteer issue, and he replied, “I don’t know the answer to that—Shirley takes care of that.” Needless to say I was excited to meet Shirley!

For the last several years Shirley has been coming in to WSRM every Wednesday—ALL DAY. Part of that time she works in the volunteer department, keeping the volunteer database up to date with all new volunteers, adding the volunteer hours each month, and preparing monthly reports. I rely heavily on Shirley to complete this work—in fact it is left in a tray for her that I don’t even touch! And each week she faithfully comes in and works her way through the pile that was left for her. I am thankful for Shirley—for her knowledge, for showing me the ropes, for her faithfulness, and for her friendship.

As I started to settle into my position as Volunteer Coordinator, I found myself running from task to task, never seeming to have enough time to get everything done—even with Shirley doing all the database upkeep! Finally I came to my senses. After all, as Volunteer Coordinator, one of my jobs is to see new areas where volunteers are needed and fill those positions. And I needed a volunteer!

Doreen started in January, with a willingness to do whatever needed done. I consider myself rather efficient, but I have never worked with someone who works as quickly as Doreen. After the first week I realized that she would be able to accomplish more in 2 hours than most people would in half a day! This was fine with me, because I had work for her to do!

Like I said, Doreen is willing to do whatever needs done. She makes copies. She processes Criminal Records Checks and Child Abuse Clearances. She designs bulletin boards. She makes phone calls. She researches addresses. She is a godsend.

I have been so blessed by both of “my” volunteers. Thank you to Doreen and Shirley and all the other volunteers who willingly give up their own time to serve the staff and clients of Water Street Rescue Mission. You are a blessing!

-Carissa Martin, Volunteer Coordinator

Truth & Love

I am struggling with being more like Jesus. What does that mean? I have heard this said since the day I gave my life to Him, but I’m not sure what it “looks” like. Jesus was God & I am so inadequate. I don’t know anything; I often do & say the wrong things. He always knew the perfect thing to say & do when He spoke with others. My heart aches for the lost and I have shed many tears for those who have no hope, but how do I show them the hope of Christ as He did. His love was demonstrated in such purity, gentleness & truth. Often my “truth” is just perceived as hurtful and unloving. How did He do that? He spoke the truth they needed to hear with such love they couldn’t resist!

Over the weekend I was in Philadelphia staying with my daughter & husband who minister to those on the streets of Kensington & Fishtown. We ooh & aah over how “rough” Philadelphia is, but the hearts and needs of the people there are no different than here at Water Street. I had done a women’s weekend conference with them and one of the women, still in the throes of addiction & denial, latched on to me as her friend. Why? Did she maybe see a glimmer of Jesus, His love, His hope? She invited me to a party for the christening of her beautiful 8 month old granddaughter. Her home was in an area of the neighborhood known for the alcoholics and heroin addicts, and she invited me in as if I was a royal guest. She hugged me, thanked me for coming and told me she loved me. Wow, how did I get such an honor? The party was a crowd of people ready to party & get high, but she ask them to wait until her guests left to open the “keg” and crank up the music.

I ask the Lord, what do I do? What do I say? Silence…… I walked away with sadness in my heart and a promise to keep in touch with her as she is facing surgery. Should I have got the attention of the crowd in a raised voice to speak about Jesus & what He could offer them that was so much better than the high they were headed to? Am I afraid to speak about Jesus so boldly or does He want me to love them as they are and wait for the time their ears & hearts will be ready to hear? I am also reminded as I write this that many hated Him, lashed out at Him and so I will also be hated. I hang on to His promises to trust in Him and He will show the way! Not me, but Him!

I have such good news & often want to speak boldly but hold back. Is this Jesus guiding me to wait until His time or is it my fear? Is anyone else struggling with this? As I serve those in the clinics at WS: clients, volunteers, staff and community, I want to speak as Jesus spoke and be more like Him. Loving, kind, gentle, while speaking a life transforming truth!

-Gale Thomason, WSRM Clinics

Thankful for the opportunity...

The Lord gave me a wonderful opportunity this week to take two young gentlemen from our shelter to a Vacation Bible School.

Driving to church the first night I had some reservations about taking them…especially after hearing from their mom “Do not let them be in the same group, they do not get along at all.” (OK and I’m about to get into a car with them?!) I wondered if I was getting into something over my head, yet I knew this was something Jesus would be pleased with.

When we got to church I so quickly got caught up with organizing the snacks that I forgot to tell the leaders to separate the boys…hence they ended up in the same group. Instead of making a big deal out of it I decided to watch and see what happens. They were WONDERFUL, so well behaved! I watched them sing, play games, listen intently to the Bible lesson, color, eat…everything! Not one problem all night, God was good…and so were they!

Now it’s Wednesday and two days of VBS have gone by…as I sit here typing I am picturing the boys interacting with people this past week. My heart grew attached very quickly to these precious children, I felt proud when they recited their Bible verses with no mistakes, I felt happy to see them interacting with other children, I felt sad when I saw them clinging to the male leaders, yearning for every bit of attention they could get…most of all, I felt thankful for the opportunity to bring them.

Each night when we went back to the shelter they ran to find their mom to tell her everything they learned and did that night, I could see it brought joy to her heart…and how good it felt to tell her that her boys were in the same group, and there were NO problems!
Two more nights to go, I can hardly wait until 5:00pm! By the time you read this, VBS will be over; please pray that the Word of God will remain in their hearts, and that they will want to share the things they’ve learned with all of their buddies in the years to come.

- Amy Wright, Development Department

Thankful

Before I came to Water Street Rescue Mission, I was floundering in my life.

I was filled with feelings of worthlessness which caused me to look for acceptance through pre-marital sex, one night stands, drinking, and getting “high” on anything that I could get my hands on to escape. I was out of control, practicing Wicca as my “Religion” instead of searching for the One who was always waiting for me.

Fourteen years ago I quit the drugs. I always thought it was through my own strength. But now I know it was God watching over His sheep. Because when I was eleven, before all this happened in my life, I had accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior.

I have always been over-emotional, and have a tendency to want to yell to get my point across. But with lots of prayer, He has been helping me give control to Him. It’s still a work in progress.

I thank God every day for giving me my counselor and the staff, and my church family that help me everyday on my path as a good Christian. God has helped me get control over my feelings and my inferiority complex, and my belief that there are conditions on all things. All things happen through prayer. I am thankful for all God has done in my life.

-Patricia, WSRM Resident

The bottom line...

Working for the past 16 years in a Human Resources Career and working for three for-profit companies, I had heard many times how staff were expected to excel in their job performance to exceed the bottom [financial] line.

Three years ago, I was part of a “Life Group” at Lancaster County Bible Church where we studied The Purpose Driven Life, by Rick Warren. It was the best study I had gone through because God changed my heart in many ways. He specifically led me to reconsider my current career path and be open to new expectations He had for me during the remainder of my earthly journey.

Over the past two years, I began to seek other employment where my focus and expectations were not on the “bottom line”, but to first glorify God either in an HR career or another career path. After looking for more than one year, God brought me to Water Street Rescue Mission. WSRM is an essential ministry, which is led by Biblical values and a place where staff share how God is being glorified through their everyday work. Staff also pray before meetings, before interviews and will pray for each other when sharing a burden or personal issue. We are not expected to exceed the [financial] bottom line, but to experience God’s grace and His love through this ministry.

WSRM has dedicated, compassionate, hardworking staff who love Jesus and who desire to advance God’s kingdom through this ministry. We all have an internal gratitude to God (for the price that Jesus paid for us on the Cross) and want to glorify Him in everything we do and that is the bottom line!

-Jane A. Keller, Human Resources Director

Hiding in the dark, or a light in the dark?

I read this verse today for the first time. It’s always been there, however, this morning I saw it ... read it for the first time.

Judges 6:27 reads: So Gideon took ten men of his servants and did as the Lord had told him. But because he was too afraid of his family and the men of the town to do it by day, he did it by night.

It’s tough being openly obedient to God. Especially if you like comfort over conflict, peace over prejudice, or rest over regret. This is especially true for the men in Lancaster County Prison I met with this morning. They are faithful in their attendance and appear genuine in their desire to see their lives transformed. However, the cares of the world, in their case a prison system that is overcrowded (this morning 3 men in 2 man cells and women sleeping on cots in the gym) and where control is necessary, compassion is not always evident.

So when some of these men get back to their pods and cells fear of man reigns. Fear of the guards, of the others in the pods and in their cell. Any slight is a perceived disrespect and those perceived as being weak are exposed to intimidation and threats. Persecution for genuine faith is real. Men and women struggle to succeed because they do not have the hope or a strong enough faith to see the potential they possess as God created them.

And in the darkness of their cells - they read and study. They cry out to God and live as obediently as they know how. In the middle of the night, they are studying, struggling to understand God and learn how they can be successful when all their lives they been told (verbally and through actions) that they are worthless and will never be successful.

No wonder they only come out at night.

In the midst of the chaos are men and women who withstand the persecution to minister under the banner of Christ that they may all know God has a plan and a purpose for them all.

What excuse do I have for not being the light, the example, the hope for the lost. The vessel God uses as He draws the unsaved unto salvation. Have I grown too comfortable? Too complacent?

Lord, help me to understand the freedom that comes from serving you openly and call and challenge to live out my faith boldly and openly – without the fear of my family or of man.

-Rick Rutter, Outreach Ministries

Why I love

Dr. Elmer Towns was my favorite Liberty University professor. I also enjoyed hearing my father and reading what he wrote. Both agreed on a significant issue that many miss. In part, through them I heard this amazing truth. “God is love” (1 John 4:16).

God does not love us for ourselves, but because He is love. He loves because that is what He does. What He does comes from Who He is. His love is not dependent on the object of His love.

My father pointed out God has to be faithful because He cannot deny Himself (2 Timothy 2:13). Jesus’ command flows from this—love because of God’s love; not because of the object of your love (John 15:12). A surprising idea—just as God loves because of Who He is, we are to love because of who we are (due to our connection with God); not the object of our love.

This means that as God loves those who deserve the opposite, we are to do the same. What a great way to do this, working at Water Street Rescue Mission. Imagine not just obeying God, but being given opportunities to do it. This I owe in part to my professor and my father.

-Michael Haines, Men’s Ministry

Poverty

For the last several weeks, the Outreach Ministries Dept has been facilitating a discussion about poverty...what is it? what causes it? how do we respond to it? The discussion has included staff and leaders at the mission and from the community. The conversation continues and hopefully will provide guidance to our programs and to our relationships with others in the body of Christ.

I am enjoying the discussion we are having at the Mission about poverty. But I have observed there seem to be many opinions how what poverty is. Some spiritualize it, some compare cultures. Some use pure economics.

I have been to India, Nepal, Thailand and African countries where the poorest person I know in the USA would be considered wealthy by the poor on those countries. I understand the economic viewpoint where poverty is viewed from the vantage point of its surrounding wealth (or lack of wealth). If the economic system in the US allowed for the poorest 10% of the population to receive $50,000 a year, but the remaining 90% of the population received $150,000 - would we not choose to define that 10% as “being in poverty”?

I think our challenge is to engage in our discussion from a place of supra-cultural principles. This would allow us to talk about poverty without cultural issues confusing our conversation. Perhaps we would be better served to define poverty without the help of economics.

Perhaps it should be defined according to the relationship a person has to oppression or opportunity. The Biblical instructions to followers of God are to help the oppressed, the prisoner, and the person in bondage. I suggest that using this lens to view poverty helps to lessen the cultural bias that we each have and allows for meaningful discussion about how we engage with those who are our neighbors.

-Jere Shertzer, President

A stolen car?

I thank God that He not only provides answers, but often amuses us by demonstrating His sense of humor here at the Water Street Rescue Mission.

Recently one of our residents, who struggles with paranoia, found life in our shelter overwhelming. After she telephoned police and the FBI to report imagined plots against her, the client was removed from shelter life for her own safety (and the safety of other residents). She took refuge elsewhere but that soon came to an end and, again homeless, she was permitted to stay in our cold weather sleeping with the stipulation that she not take it upon herself to call the police or the FBI during her stay.

She hesitated in accepting this condition as she was certain her car was in our parking lot and that her ex-husband had sold it to one of our employees. We tried to reassure her and repeated the “No Police-No FBI” rule.

Naively, we believed the matter settled until, next morning a call from administration alerted me to “something” happening in the parking lot. As I exited my office building, there was this dear lady, leaning into the passenger window of the police cruiser, rapidly explaining to the officer how her car had been stolen and parked right here in our parking lot.

As she described the third car in the lot and pointed wildly with her right hand to identify it, I was more amused than surprised to find that the vehicle in question was MY car!

-Vicki Bollman, Women's Ministries

Thank you volunteers!

The ministry at Water Street Rescue Mission would not be the same and definitely would not be nearly as effective if it wasn’t for the commitment and sacrifice of the hundreds of volunteers who give of themselves each day. Thank you to all of our volunteers!

Memories

Here I sit in my office contemplating the silence. As I listen all I hear is the ticking of the clock on the wall. No sound of children laughing and playing in the “gym area” as they enjoy playtime with their friends under the watchful eye of the teachers. No cheery little voices greeting me when I walk by their classrooms. No frantic running footsteps as a child scurries down two flights of stairs to let me know her teacher needs me “right now!” No screaming and yelling from the child who can’t have his own way and who doesn’t want to listen to his teacher. None of the sounds that come with being in the presence of other people.

Yes, the school year has ended and I sit here, alone in the quiet, preparing for the next year. My mind is drawn back to the last day of school just a few short weeks ago. Several days during the week I help to supervise the lunch time and on this day, we were having a pizza party to celebrate the end of school. As the children were finishing their lunches, I took the opportunity to ask, “Who can tell me one thing they learned in school this year?” The responses were instantaneous; they all wanted an opportunity to talk. “I learned to count to 100.” “I learned all my letters.” “I can write my name now.” “I learned about Jesus.” “I learned Jesus died on the cross for us.” “I learned to know new friends.” “I learned to pray.” Then one little fellow raised his hand and when I called on him, he proudly said, “I learned about the Holy Spirit and that He lives in me and helps me in all I do.” Wow! I know a lot of Christians who haven’t gotten that lesson down yet.

As I look at the class pictures under the glass on my desk, I see faces that bring lots of memories. Faces of children who heard about Jesus for the first time in Wonder Club and who learned to worship and to pray. Faces filled with excitement as they entered each day wanting to learn. Faces of children who were shy or lonely or scared, but who found love and acceptance from their peers. Faces of those who were easy to love and those who were challenging. And I thank God for giving me the tremendous privilege to learn to know them and be a part of their lives for this short time.

-Lorraine Brandt, Wonder Club